Funny how in a month, I'll be a 28 year old. It seems like it was only yesterday that I turned 21. Time sure moves rather quickly when you're living in the now. I've noticed that the more I grow older, the less I care and I have reached a point where I honestly don't give a damn about anything which is why you're seeing a lot less of me online now compared to before.
Thing is, before this even when I don't care, I still try. I supposed I don't have the time for that anymore. I have gotten ridiculously lazy. If something makes me feel unpleasant, I get rid of it. That applies to people as well. I have cut off so many people from my life, not because I hate them, it's because I don't find them a necessity. If they want to talk, I'm here for them but if not, I'm gone. That probably makes me seem like a complete asshole but honestly, that's exactly what I feel. I have been so independent that I don't find the need to rely on anyone. If there's a problem, I'll fix it. And if I can't, I'll make sure I do anyhow.
But the only thing that I care when I'm 28th is just HER.
My world didn't spin out of balance when I met her, instead, it settled. That finally, after years of living, I'm home. And that's when you've found a safe place, you don't ever want to leave forever.
And yeah this is the treasure that she gave ms for my birthday.
Is not just a stuff or birthday gift to me,
This is something more, encouragement, spirit, hope.
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